November 2011
34 posts
This is what I want
“There now, steady love, so few come and don’t go Will you, won’t you be the one I always know? When I’m losing my control, the city spins around You’re the only one who knows, you slow it down Oh, oh, oh Be my baby Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh I’ll look after you
-The Fray, Look After You
I always look after the people I love. I want someone to look after...
“I don’t quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said...”
– Snow Patrol, Chasing Cars
I'm happy for him, I really am, but I'm going to...
It's weird being home
It’s really nice to be here and see my family, but I want to go back. Pittsburgh is home now. When I think of home, I see my dorm room, Forbes Ave, my new friends there. Before I left, I was worried that I’d made the wrong decision to go so far away. But I really truly do love it there. Pitt is the best thing that ever happened to me. Being back in California terrifies me because I...
Mamihlapinatapai: A look between two people that...
“It’s a ‘look shared by two people with each wishing that the other will initiate something that both desire but which neither one wants to start.’
It’s the shy dude and the insecure girl, sitting there at each end of a park bench, perhaps glancing every now and then at the other and blushing whenever eye contact is made, forever making trivial conversation,...
I still want him
I can’t deny my attraction to him anymore. I thought I was over it. And I am, rationally. But I’m still so physically attracted to him. I saw him again the other day and the look he gave me when I left made me want to go back in the room, kick everyone else out, and have my way with him. And yesterday, when my friends told me they saw him looking all lonely and sad, I just wanted to...
“Think of all the beauty still left around you and be happy.”
– Anne Frank (via quote-book)
I can smell you as you brush past me and I wonder what you taste like. I watch your long fingers flipping through your artwork and I wonder what they would feel like dancing across my skin. I hear you singing and wonder what other noises I could evoke from you.
I want to see your smile forever; it always brightens my day. I want to hear your voice whispering in my ear. I want your arm wrapped...
"It's scary, dark and heavy like the abyss,...
I felt that way yesterday. Tears. I haven’t cried so hard in a while. I haven’t felt so miserable and vulnerable and self-pitying in a long time. I thought things would be different when I came here. I thought I’d find people who care about me. And I did. But him forgetting about me for 4 hours hurt so bad.
When I was forgotten by my friends back home, I’d laugh and shrug...
“So why after the all of everything that came and went
I care enough to still be...”
– Jason Mraz, Please Don’t Tell Her
“It’s sad when people you know become people you knew. When you can walk...”
11/11/11
I missed the first 11.11 today. But I was with two of my favorite people in the world, so I think that counts for something, some sort of good luck just from being around them. We’ll see what happens at the next one.
To the veterans, thank you for all you have done for this country. We are forever indebted to you. We will always remember.
And of course, happy Eleventh Doctor Day! I cannot...
Set fire to the rain
“I let it fall, my heart, And as it fell you rose to claim it It was dark and I was over Until you kissed my lips and you saved me”
I’m intrigued by your lips.
“what do you know? this house is falling apart
what can i say? this house is...”
– Walk the Moon, Anna Sun
I've seen so much pain
And I’ve felt so much pain in my life. Right now, I hurt for the pain of those I love. I hurt because there’s nothing I can do about it and I want to so badly. All I have are words and kisses but they can only do so much.
That’s why I want to do what I want to do. I want to ease the pain of others, somewhere down the road. If I can contribute to giving people one iota of hope, I...
You never know what you got 'til it's gone
I never realized. Rachel’s been pestering me about us for a while now. And I have felt stirrings but I never would have thought. Not until he told me he might be gone next semester, even though we’d only be half an hour apart. It filled me with such terror. The thought of not seeing his smile, hearing his laughter, feeling his warmth, just talking to him.
I can’t lose him.
“One day you fall for this boy, and he touches you with his fingers.
And burns...”
I don't know what my emotions are doing
Daylight Savings Time: That glorious moment when...
doctorwho:
So, finally got my tattoo. My parents are going to...
“Everything means somethin’. Don’t try to change somethin’ wild into somethin’...”
– Beautiful Creatures by Kami Garcia & Margaret Stohl (via quote-book)
