October 2011
29 posts
“8 to 9, 9 to 10
We are meeting for the first time
We might never meet again,...”
– Coldplay, Moving to Mars
Put your hands all over, put your hands all over...
I want you so badly. I need your touch. This hunger is relentless, fiery, painful. I ache for you.
“Just a voice inside your head
Whispering all the hope is dead
All the times...”
– Cary Brothers, The Glass Parade
Today was the perfect day
I feel like I’m where I’m supposed to be. I haven’t felt that way in a long time and it is the most amazing feeling.
Mesdames et messieurs, bienvenue a Cirque du...
Most amazing performance I have ever seen. It gave me chills and thrills and so much joy. Human beings never cease to amaze me. And it reminded me that despite all the pain, there is still so much unbelievable beauty in this world.
Talking to you again confused me even more. You looked so guilty; I want to believe your guilt so badly. I want to believe you’ll hold to your word. But if you can’t keep a promise so small, how can I trust you on greater, more important things?
And the way you reached for me when I was leaving. I wanted nothing more than to take your hand. But I didn’t, couldn’t.
I need...
“There is no reason not to follow your heart. Stay hungry. Stay foolish.”
– Steve Jobs
“And there will come a time, you’ll see, with no more tears.
And love will...”
– Mumford and Sons, After the Storm
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“There is always the risk; something is good and good and good and good, and then...”
– John Green, Let It Snow (via banked)
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Feeling 'round for fingers to get in between
I want to hold your hand.
Attackofthecute.com > Calc recitation
Oops.
I just want a cuddle buddy
Between my family and my friends, I’ve gotten so used to physical affection, I’m starved for it here. Sure, I get hugs a lot here but it’s not the same. I need long hugs, arms wrapped tight. I need an occasional kiss on the cheek and a thick head of hair to bury my nose in. I need a warm body curled against mine, legs intertwined. I want it to be him.
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“Some people believe in God; I believe in music. Some people pray; I turn up the...”
Is it really too much?
A few of us went to dinner last night and Rachel said I should have seen myself and that I was acting completely ridiculously obvious. The worst part is that I’m totally aware of it too but I can’t stop. I just need to be close to him.
And the text Ryan sent him that made him laugh? All I saw was my name and he refused to explain it to me. I’m so confused.
